I have spent my life worshipping idols. GASP! What did I just say? Okay. Take a deep breath. It's not what you think! All my life, I have looked at someone who is: older, wiser, prettier, wittier, more spiritual, more popular...you name it...I have looked at that "someone" and idolized them. Not in that, "Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image" kind of idolatry. It was more like a, "I'll never be able to be as.....(wise, pretty, witty, spiritual, popular)...as he/she is. They are just too (wise, pretty, witty, spiritual, popular). I could never measure up to that!" You know the type, right? That person that never seems to run out of wise advice. The woman who never has a hair out of place, no matter how many children are clinging to her skirts (jeans?). The person who always has a funny line to lighten the mood. The one who seems to be friends with just everybody they meet. The hardest to deal with, though, is the person who always has the ...
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You may have seen on fb that I was in a car accident a few weeks ago. It really shook me up. I felt unprotected and even angry with God even though logically I truly believe He kept those of us safe from what could have been life-threatening. I spent lots of night just telling the Lord that I wanted to trust. I wanted to feel Him close. I wanted HIM. But I was so beat up I just felt hurt and anger toward Him that I didn't even want to feel. I'm not completely over some of that, but He has given me some sweet peace inside, some songs on my heart, that I know were not of me. Saying a prayer right now for the same for you. Your faith in the hard time of not feeling Him is a testimony to us all. You are beautiful!!