Our family's summer was neatly planned back in the late months of winter. This being my husband's Jubilee Year (yes, he turned 50 in December), he wanted to spend the year celebrating, not bemoaning the progression of the hands of time. Every vacation day and personal day were arranged for optimal memory-making. Our family was going to visit the sites of Keith's life--Detroit, Chicago, Springfield (Missouri), and...others. And then...
On a fateful day at the beginning of June, his job ended. Suddenly, all our well-laid plans had to be set aside in deference to the sudden lack of income. It was a blow, but not the final count.
Within days, friends were dropping off food and other necessities. Surprise cards in the mail containing monetary gifts. Gift cards to the local grocery store. If I had the words, I would describe that feeling of amazed gratitude and awe at how good God is, and how incredible it is to be blessed by His people. I cried so many tears of thanksgiving.
One of those unexpected gifts was a check that arrived with a note, telling us to take our previously-planned-then-cancelled trip to Kansas to visit my family. The check covered our expenses, and then some. Wow. Our trip had been postponed, but was quickly rescheduled!
God provided some summer employment for me that was "just in time" as well.
Some of our other plans have had to be set aside, as Keith has begun a new job. I teach piano, so the school year is my busy time for lessons. Our oldest son has returned to college for his junior year. Our younger son is in his senior year of high school. Keith is back to his formation classes for his final year, in preparation (God willing) to be ordained a deacon in May.
Not as WE had planned, but certainly not outside God's plans.
If you're reading this, and things are super tough right now, please don't misunderstand this post. Our family has gone through some financial trials in the past when no money came in the mail, no groceries were dropped at our door, and there seemed no way out. But God has always provided. Not in the ways we may have prayed He would, but always in a way that helped us remember His goodness and faithfulness. We've done without a lot of things the world thinks are "necessities." That's really okay. It has taught us to rely on Him and not on "things." God is good in ways that go beyond the material and stretch us in our faith...to see how good a Father He really is to each of us.
If you're reading this, and things are super tough right now, please don't misunderstand this post. Our family has gone through some financial trials in the past when no money came in the mail, no groceries were dropped at our door, and there seemed no way out. But God has always provided. Not in the ways we may have prayed He would, but always in a way that helped us remember His goodness and faithfulness. We've done without a lot of things the world thinks are "necessities." That's really okay. It has taught us to rely on Him and not on "things." God is good in ways that go beyond the material and stretch us in our faith...to see how good a Father He really is to each of us.
The struggle doesn't mean we're not in God's will. It just means we're struggling, you know?
God bless.
