I haven't heard this song in many, many years, but the words came to my mind today.
If you've never heard it, check out the link below (they modernized the words a bit, but it's still pretty much the same).
The basic idea is this: Here I am, Lord, needing prayer. Just little ol' me. It's not someone else. It's me! I can't speak for all the others, Lord, but I know I need prayer!
The beautiful thing about this song is that it's descriptive of every single one of us. We are standing in the need of prayer. Whether our day is full of joy or sorrow, we are still in need of prayer.
I often forget that simple concept. It's so much easier for me to pray for others than for myself. People share their prayer needs with me on a regular basis. I am not one of those, "I'll-pray-for-you-but-not-until-I-see-you-again-and-remember-I'm-supposed-to-pray-for-you" kind of individuals. I take the entrustment of others' prayer requests very seriously.
Don't sit there reading this and think, "What a sweet, kind lady! How wonderful of you to do this for others." Because it's not a fair assessment.
Yes, praying for others is a great thing to do. I'm not sorry I do that.
But that's the problem.
I often don't pray for or about myself. For long periods of time. (Usually several days in a row.) So, you might be thinking, "Well, that's good, right? It's very unselfish to pray for others and not yourself."
Maybe. But probably not.
It's called pride.
You see, if I'm always lifting the needs of others, and never my own, then I have less time to allow the Holy Spirit to "search me...and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting!" (Psalm 139:23-24) If there is no searching and trying and knowing, then there is no finding of wickedness and walking in a new way.
So that creates another problem. Because God already knows of my wickedness. He has already peered into the deep recesses of who I am and what I have done. It's really ME who hasn't searched, known, and seen. It's ME who hasn't been listening. It's ME who is avoiding repentance.
Pride and denial are a lethal combination.
Though the words may seem simple and catchy, there is so much truth to the song. "It's me, it's me, O Lord, standing in the need of prayer. Not my brother, not my sister, but it's me, O Lord, standing in the need of prayer."
I will still pray for you. But I also need to pray for me.